An Entry

Surrey’s Diary

Present day in the past:

Diary,

What’s the point of it anymore? It won’t make a difference if I stop. No one even reads you. So why should I keep writing in you? Why should I continue?

Because I LOVE you! Oh diary you’re so special, I think about you night and day! You hold all my memories, all my opinions, all my thoughts and wonders. You’re like another me! Haha, could you imaging that? I don’t think the world could handle us both. They’re so unaccepting. No one needs them. And no one needs us. No one needs us.

I went to get apples today. The man at the register kept looking at me like I was going to steal it. Turns out he was just checking me out, so I left the store.

Olivia came over today. I don’t think I like her that much. Today we talked about my weight. All my ribs don’t show anymore, apparently. I sometimes wish she was nicer. I sometimes wish everyone was nicer.

I also got oranges at the store. They weren’t as acidic as I thought they would be, so it was a pleasant surprise. Today was a good day.

Do you know I haven’t- Well, of course you know… You’re me! Haha, but anyway. Do you know that I haven’t been outside in DAYS until today? I saw the mailman outside, and he waved at me. There should be more mailmen. More waving.

Anyway, I have to go. There is a draft and it’s pushing some of the drapes open. Ever since I’ve been here, the smallest amount of light is such a nuisance.

I love you,

Surrey Jones